If you had asked me ten years ago what healing fibromyalgia, fatigue, insomnia, anxiety and depression looked like, I would probably have told you that it meant getting rid of symptoms.
Like many people living with chronic symptoms, I spent years searching for answers, trying different approaches, analysing what was wrong with me, and hoping that if I could just find the missing piece, the correct pill or treatment, I could finally get my life back.
What I did not realise at the time was that although symptoms were the thing grasping my attention that something was wrong with me, they were not the whole story.
Underneath the symptoms was a nervous system that had spent years carrying an enormous amount of stress, pressure, responsibility, fear, and emotional burden – a brain wired to look for threats and danger in my life that were coming in discased in many different ways. Looking back now, I can see that my nervous system had become incredibly good at surviving, but it had very little capacity for actually living authentically (with safety).
At the time, I would never have described it that way. I simply thought I was exhausted, anxious, sensitive, and overwhelmed – like I was just born with these issues. However, what I now understand is that many of the things that felt difficult were not difficult because there was something wrong with me. They felt difficult because my system had become overloaded.
Rest felt uncomfortable because I was constantly driven by productivity and achievement. Uncertainty felt unbearable because my nervous system had learned to rely on control to feel safe. Difficult emotions felt overwhelming because I had spent most of my life moving away from them rather than learning how to be with them. Even joy and excitement sometimes came with anxiety because my system had become far more familiar with protection than with expansion.
This is where the concept of capacity becomes so important.
When we talk about building capacity, we are not talking about becoming permanently calm, regulated or reset the nervous system. In fact, I think that is one of the biggest misconceptions in the nervous system world. A healthy nervous system is not one that stays calm all the time. Life naturally asks us to move through different emotional states. There will always be moments of stress, challenge, grief, uncertainty, excitement, and change in life.
What matters is not whether we experience those things. What matters is our ability to adapt to them and recover from them.
To me, capacity is really about adaptability – mostly know as resilience (a very boring word).
It is the ability to experience more of life without becoming stuck in survival.
It is the ability to feel sadness without becoming consumed by it, to experience uncertainty without needing immediate answers (one of my biggest challenges in recovery), to navigate conflict without feeling completely unsafe, and to move through periods of stress without remaining trapped in them for weeks or months afterwards.
When our capacity grows, our resilience grows alongside it. Not because life becomes easier, but because our nervous system becomes more flexible in how it responds (other reasons for this below).
This is why I often say that nervous system healing is not about creating a life without stress. It is about creating a nervous system that knows how to recover to safety.
Many people living with chronic pain, fatigue, IBS, anxiety, or other mind-body symptoms have spent years carrying what we might call an excessive allostatic load. In simple terms, the body has been adapting to stress for so long that the system begins to show signs of wear and tear.
Sometimes that stress comes from obvious life events. Sometimes it comes from childhood experiences, trauma, loss, or difficult relationships. Often, however, it also comes from the quieter patterns that many of us don’t even recognise as stress: perfectionism, people-pleasing, self-criticism, hypervigilance, over-responsibility, and the constant pressure to hold everything together.
Over time, these patterns ask an enormous amount of the nervous system, shapes the way we perceive the world and creates our own identity.
The body becomes increasingly focused on protection. The brain becomes increasingly focused on prediction. Energy that could be used for healing, repair, digestion, creativity, connection, and recovery is redirected towards keeping us “safe” with protective survival patterns.
From a mind-body perspective, symptoms are often a reflection of a system that has become overloaded rather than a system that is broken.
This is one of the reasons that focusing solely on symptom reduction can sometimes keep people stuck.
Of course, we all want symptoms to improve. There is nothing wrong with wanting relief from pain, fatigue, digestive symptoms, anxiety, or any other condition that is affecting quality of life. This is where I started and most of my clients start. However, when our entire healing journey becomes organised around getting rid of symptoms, we can unintentionally continue reinforcing the same survival patterns that contributed to the overload in the first place.
We monitor constantly.
We analyse constantly.
We search for answers constantly.
We become hyper-focused on what is wrong.
We postpone living until we finally feel better.
Ironically, many of these behaviours are being driven by the same fear, pressure, hypervigilance, and need for control that the nervous system has already been carrying for years.
What I have studied, experienced and seen repeatedly, both in my own recovery and in my work with clients, is that real healing often begins when the focus shifts from eliminating symptoms to building capacity.
Because when we engage in neuroplasticity work, learn how to regulate and process emotions safely, develop greater self-compassion, challenge old survival beliefs, and gradually step out of identities that were built around protection, we are not only changing our psychology and biology.
We are changing our biology.
The nervous system becomes more flexible.
Recovery becomes possible.
The body spends less time preparing for danger and more time restoring to safety.
People often notice improvements in sleep, digestion, energy, mood, pain levels, and overall wellbeing, not because they fought harder against symptoms, but because they reduced the burden that the system was carrying.
This understanding sits at the heart of why I created the Somatic Embodiment Class and why my group programme is designed as a ten-month journey.
The purpose has never been to teach people how to force regulation or get rid of uncomfortable feelings. Instead, it is about creating a space where people can gradually expand their ability to be with themselves, their emotions, their bodies, and their lives.
Capacity cannot be rushed.
Just as we would not expect a muscle to strengthen after a single gym session, we cannot expect a nervous system that has spent years in survival to suddenly trust, soften, and expand overnight.
True change happens through repetition, consistency, safety, and experience. It happens when the nervous system repeatedly learns that it can feel, rest, receive support, tolerate uncertainty, express emotions, and move through challenges without becoming overwhelmed.
That process can take time.
Not because people are broken, but because transformation is rarely something that can be forced.
Looking back, I can see that the greatest gift of healing was not the reduction of symptoms, although I am deeply grateful for that. The greatest gift was becoming more available for life.
For me, that is what building capacity is really about. It is not about becoming a perfectly regulated human being. It is about expanding our ability to participate in life beyond the limitations of fear, protection, and survival.
And perhaps that is why capacity matters so much. Because when capacity grows, life becomes bigger than symptoms, bigger than fear, and bigger than the stories that once convinced us we were fragile.
As capacity grows, freedom grows with it.
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Warmly.
Sara
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